Cher's Journal

10:12am: This is fucking ridiculous.

KNOCK IT OFF.



hella boob staring action this morning.
ew.

4:15am: 1234 is supposed to be lucky.

I'm way wrong.

But, Transformers is pretty sweet when you pay attention to detail.

LIKE MOUNATAINDEWBOT CALEB!! OMFG

ALSO, that one noise makes me want to be a robot.

I CAN'T DESCRIBE THE NOISE!! AGGHHH!!!! <3

12:34am: I left you waiting.
At the least could we be friends?
Should have never started.
Ain't that the way it always ends?

5:36pm: Can you still feel the butterflies?
Can you still hear the last goodnight?

7:24am: ohh okay.
So... new layout/look... and new lj icon. It's far too early in the morning to say anything else. So rather than sit here trying to figure out what to write, I think I would rather go sit with my parents in the living room and drink coffee while watching the news. :/ Sounds better.

Haha I can hear them talking about me. Silly parents. I love them.



AGH! WTF? idk.

I just wanted to share this with you. I found it in my photobucket account hahaha among other things that I'm sure one day I will post on here as well.

ENJOY. ♥

3:13pm: I want to be in a band like Denali.
That requires me being able to sing superbly and have an amazing band to play with.
I can dream, can't I?!
Ughhh.

Kane Hodder is doing their video shoot in the woods on Babydoll Rd. On Romes property, actually. Haha I can imagine them freaking out and jumping and kicking and screaming and falling into bushes! CRAZIES! Wish I wasn't working... that would make my day fantastic to see them doing that.

Oh well!

2:03pm: An old man told me today that my generosity and kindness almost surpasses my beauty. It was probably the sweetest thing I've ever heard an old man say to me. Unincluding my Pa-dad. He has to say nice things though because I'm his grand-daughter.
In fact, it might have been the nicest thing anyone has said to me.
Then he proceeded to tell me Favre beat Marinos touchdown/pass record. Hahaha. Fuck, I love football.
So, surprisingly there are more than five bikes in the parking lot. And its Sunday! But by five I actually mean six. Haha! Aw... another boring day at work. And the game isn't on until later tonight... damnit. Eh... what else is new, right? I have a boring life. I'm getting pretty used to it. That just means that when something exciting does happen its fucking amazing.

10:04am: Oh my gosh, no more wine for Cheryl!
What a fucking whiny post... HAHAHA oh dear me...

:/ I'm somewhat sorry..?

Today I am:
sitting at a friends house
drinking mt. dew
watching Zodiac
then going to Devons party.

Tomorrow I am:
sitting at work
drinking coffee
watching football
then going home.

Pretty eventful weekend. The only highlight so far has been onDemand at Sheenas house. Oh, and drinking with Jenny last night. Girl talk!! HAHAHA oh noez.

2:29pm: agghhhhahahahaha
WTF?

9:24am: kill kill hate hate murder murder mutilate
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SECOND GODDAMN FUCKING TIME
OH MY FUCKING GOD I FUCKING HATE SEATTLE WITH THE BIGGEST FUCKING PASSION.
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM

How the hell do you guys enjoy ANY of this!??!!? This place is shitty.

Today is the turning out to be a really terrible day, and what's worse is I'm ALONE. I have no idea where to go, what do to, or who is around.

That, and no one is answering/responding.
The only person who has said something so far is currently at work and won't get home until around 4.

AAAAAAND something is wrong with my iPod.
So I end it with this: FUCK OFF, SEATTLE.

3:49pm: It really all comes down to what I decide.
I hate that it's all on me.
I wish there was some way to know what the right thing was...
Like how in Futurama, The Professor wanted to know what life would be like if he had invented the "Finglonger."
This is my Finglonger.
EW DUDE.

Part of me says this is right. This. Right here.
Another part of me says "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!? STOP BEING SO SELFISH."
Am I selfish? Is this the selfish way? Isn't both decisions someway selfish of me? So either way I'm losing. I've lost. There is no winning on my part.
THIS IS NOT A GAME.
I need to remind myself of that.

I almost puked in my car on the way here. I was having one of those terrible sudden realizations and it caused a panic attack. I felt like pulling over on the side of the freeway and running down the hill into the woods. To be lost. Since I've lost.

I saw a picture today... it was really ugly and creepy and it made me sick to my stomach. Then I just kept staring at it and I started to understand it's not so ugly... and it's not creepy at all...

OH MY FUCKING GOD.
I hate being a girl :(
Emotions and all that shit.
Someone called me weak today.
Thanks.
I thought I wasn't.
Lately though, I haven't been feeling so strong.

12:02am: so i realized that "Thanks for the Misery" is probably the worst song to listen to when you're in a bad mood.

damn you Reggie!

4:19am: i just needed to remind all of you.




Chuck Norris sleeps with a night light not because he is afraid of the dark, but because the dark is afraid of him.

Chuck Norris’s dog is trained to pick up his own poop because he dosen’t take shit from anyone.

Chuck Norris once visited the Virgin Islands. The are now simply The Islands.

Chuck Norris Counted to infinity- twice.

Superman owns a pair of Chuck Norris pajamas.

Chuck Norris does not have hair on his testicles, because hair does not grow on steel.

Chuck Norris plays Russian roulette with a fully loaded revolver…. And wins

Chuck Norris once had a heart attack. His heart lost.

Chuck Norris can drown a fish.

Chuck Norris dosen’t use pickup lines….. he simply says “Now.”